Conor O’Grady – Green Carnations
Linenhall Arts Centre, Castlebar, Co. Mayo
September 2015
Taking its title from the scandalous 1894 novel that was closely based on the relationship between Oscar Wilde and Bosie, O’Grady’s inaugural solo exhibition locates itself firmly in the contemporary experience of the homosexual male in Ireland. While the recent events such as the gay marriage referendum might suggest Irish culture has become more embracing of LGBT equality, O’Grady focuses on the marginalisation that is still felt by many homosexual men engaged in what they believe is still considered ‘illicit’ behaviour, and the homophobia (both latent and sometimes blatant) that suffuses their experience.
O’Grady interrogates this partially self-defined ‘demimonde’ by means of four interrelated elements. Taking centre stage is Standing in the Way of Control, a floor-based installation made from gold foil inserts from the Benson & Hedges cigarette packets that the artist discovered were a regular feature at gay meeting places. Folded into a regular triangular shape, the elements are arranged in a rigorously intricate pattern suggestive both of a Turkish carpet design and also, in its careful arrangement, of a votive mandala. Due to its ephemeral nature and location, the delicate pattern experiences ongoing change over the course of the exhibition through public intervention, both inadvertent and invited. With its arte povera associations, the valorisation of this humble, discarded material offers an immersive presence, its fragility and unappreciated potential a mirror of the people who initially left these throwaway traces.
The floor installation is flanked by two series of black-and-white photographic images. The first, Phoenix Park Palare (Polari), offers a series of three grainy, gritty images of a park bench taken over a six year period, documenting the changing tone of the graffiti. The 2008 image text “CLEAR GAYS OUT OF OUR PARK TAKE CAR NUMBERS FOR GARDA” has mutated by 2014 into “TAKE NOTE ON GARDA CCTV CAR NO TAKEN FOR PRESS SO BE AWARE”, suggesting a much more proactive stance of self-empowerment. The ‘palare’/‘polari’ referenced in the titles, a cant slang utilised as a coded language by certain social groups including the male gay community, might also be seen to operate in the second series of smaller photographs. Presented in documentary-suggestive black-and-white, these superficially innocuous images present a number of locations that suggest a common link – perhaps gay meet-up points or places where anti-gay violence has occurred – that remains obscure for those not ‘in the know’.
Many Young Men of Twenty (Tabhair dom do lámh), a large video element commanding the far end of the gallery, is suffused with a sense of tension and threat of violence. A static scene of a passageway known as a location for gay assignations and also the scene of homophobic assault, is presented with an atmospheric soundtrack that mixes heartbeat and footsteps. Continuing the documentary black-and-white palette, the image itself, a frozen single moment comprising a repeated single video still, is filled with tense anticipation, a backdrop to implicit drama both past and imminent.
The titles O’Grady has conferred on the works adds a commentary that is rich in reference, wry humour and irony. Standing in the Way of Control was songwriter Beth Ditto’s response to the US government's stance on same sex marriage during George W. Bush's presidency. There are recontextualised references in the smaller photographs such as the Biblical Downfall of the Righteous Man and Stripling in Loose Attire, and the Shakespearean Misery Acquaints a Man with Strange
Bedfellows, while Many Young Men of Twenty references John B Keane’s play about emigration, and Tabhair dom do lámh (translation ‘give me your hand’) inverts the traditional paean to an idealised Ireland. These subversive literary references serve to add a further level of engagement in a show that in its quiet eloquence is cogent, ambitious and confident.
Ian Wieczorek 2015
(Ian Wieczorek is a visual artist and curator)
Thursday, 15 October 2015
Wednesday, 12 November 2014
Persecution Complex 2014
Persecution Complex
(Unintended Consequences)
"Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the poweress means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral" - Paulo Freire
"Those who do not move, do not notice their chains" - Rosa Luxemburg
What ever happened to radicalisation? How can we march in the name of dead men, Stonewall rioters, our own freedom and those other LGBT people who have no freedom at all? Especially in the face of our ultimate willingness to be silenced and our need to be accepted, not to change our surroundings, but merely to be accepted. How can we claim pride given the level of our conformity? Why do we accept the proposition that our difference has to be legislated for?
"Those who do not move, do not notice their chains" - Rosa Luxemburg
What ever happened to radicalisation? How can we march in the name of dead men, Stonewall rioters, our own freedom and those other LGBT people who have no freedom at all? Especially in the face of our ultimate willingness to be silenced and our need to be accepted, not to change our surroundings, but merely to be accepted. How can we claim pride given the level of our conformity? Why do we accept the proposition that our difference has to be legislated for?
What have we done with
our anger? Besides internalise it? Social, religious and political intolerance has
not gone away. How would the generations that came before us, our
gay-fore-fathers, who’s trauma we carry, react to our notion of equality? Isn’t
our campaign for equivalence simply far too conservative an aim, given the
precarious nature of the freedom we seek? If we are to fight, should we not
fight for something more tangible?
In order to be entirely
equal with our heterosexual counterparts, given the hetero-centric nature of
the negotiation. We must by definition and subsequence become more or less the
same. Is this what we actually desire? This equality
may indeed have unintended consequences but not in the way we expect.
In many ways the
referendum on marriage equality that will be put before the Irish people in
2015, will cement those fundamental rights which we already have and of course
will introduce new freedoms and responsibilities, however we are already
entitled to these as citizens. Rights which are already enforced in relation to
our heterosexual family, friends and colleagues. In accepting the referendum
are we not also accepting the notion that our culture, existence and nature of
our love should indeed be legislated for. There is already huge amount of
mistrust and discourse about the nature of successive Irish government’s
motivations, especially in recent years. So why are we fighting? Who are we
fighting? And who are the school yard children jeering us on?
Throughout our fight for equivalence, at almost every
stage of our liberation we have lost an element of our collective idea of what it means to be gay.
Media re-presentation
of our culture is predominantly based on stereotypical depictions with which we
have little choice but to try and relate. Political representation is growing
but ineffective and we should question the motivation of these types of intervention.
Aspects of our culture, individual and collective identities (that which sets
our community apart) have been homogenised and cleansed, to make us palatable
for a mainstream sense of normality. Characteristics of our culture that are
deemed unwanted by society are forced underground or ignored completely
Before entering the poll
booth or registering to vote we have to ask what we are registering for and why
are we validating this particular proposition? We have come a long way in our
liberation, and in theory the Irish government could grant same-sex marriage,
tomorrow without ever having to undergo the emotional and financial cost of a
referendum. But we have only ever been presented with one alternative to the
solution of our inequity. One that is not being given any real chance to be
debated on either side.
Having a referendum that
validates or invalidates our relationships as being the same as or equal to
heterosexual relationships, infers that there is in fact a discernible
difference between us in the first place, it implies that there is an imbalance
or inequity which need to be addressed.
Of course the two groups
are different, but no different than any other two groups when compared to each
other. It is the nature of our capacity to love, marry and rear children that
has become central to opposition to same-sex marriage, yet this opposition fail
to realise that it is this capacity in which we are most equal. If indeed legislation
needs to be enacted to provide us and our children with an equal standing in
society than it does not lay within the quagmire of human sexual-relations. If changes are needed than it lays in the education
and enforcement of criminal procedures in hate crimes. Not in securing votes of a false alternative to our rights as citizens.
Of course equality is
ultimately an admirable aim, in a long continuum of aims towards liberation.
But our equality has always and will always be caveated by hetero-centric
ideals of what is acceptable. Any negotiation to effect change in our actual
day to day existence as gay people, commences from a place of weakness as it is
takes place in the face of overwhelming prejudice. Change will only take place
once we address the issues we cannot legislate for.
Saturday, 1 November 2014
On The Wire
On The Wire
Publication TBA 2014
- ‘Wouldn’t the car be bombarded though?’
- ‘If only the locals caught wind…’
- ‘Angry men with hate on their minds…that’s all we need.
A football pitch flashes in his eye, dimly lit through the dense fog and light snow. Doused in black all but for his white dog-collar, gleaming even in this dewy moon… a football pitch and it makes him think of how things could have been so different for the two young bodies that lay in the back. Two former farmers sons, bounded and blinded by the neon white noise of the city, the promise of money and anonymity, deceived by their own naivety, gaoled for their crimes. A murderer now, and a petty thief. His thoughts disperse as the voice of the warden’s son cuts through them like a blade.
- …No one will dare turn up you know? For fear of being seen.
- Shames an awful thing to die of, an awful thing indeed.
Across the country they sailed, hurtling through motorway and tertiary road, treating both with the same irreverence. A thousand shades of grey and green appear and disappear in and out of the fog. Dipping like a signet in and out of water. The sky clashing, grinding against the low lying clouds, a violent violet night was closing in.
- ‘Best to get there after dark…’
The priest said after a lull in the conversation
- ‘Less chance of us getting seen… more chance of this going off smoothly for a change.’
His solemn voice changing tone for a second as if to indicate a smile. His aging face showing all the signs of misspent youth.
If the driver, a junior warden himself, had been more superior in his position he would never have been asked to do this and wouldn’t have had to accept, at least that is what he told himself as he let each sleepy, quiet town pass by, each little house covered in mature snow and adorned with little twinkling lights and other Christmas decorations.
The priest began to fiddle with the car radio, twisting and turning knobs, the only sound he could manage to create was different variants of the same white noise.
- ‘It’s broken’
The driver said, pushing the priests hand and away and turning the volume down low.
‘It wouldn’t work for me. It’s not going to work for you’
- ‘What kind of a service is this?’
The priest replied with a tongue in his cheek.
The driver tolerated the priest joking, it was a distraction for him. He wouldn’t have to think about what had to be done he could forget it for a while at least. It was easier for the Father. He had been chaplain in the prison for almost twenty five years, he had the luxury of time and Jesus on his side, to soothe the guilt of what they were about to do.
Underneath this hazy moon a shadow now of her pregnant November self the car drove through deserted villages and roaming farm lands, after a few hours the hearse reached its destination, a small grave yard car-park plonked right to the toothy edge of the coastline, tucked disarmingly underneath a mountain, that poked out of the land scape like a breast.
‘The sea they say…‘reflects everything…that or she ignores it completely‘
The priest thought aloud.
- ‘Who was it who said that? Oh wait wasn’t it me?
A cool wind disperses the fog allowing the snow to break into a shower of crystallised cotton wool, covering the whole car park within a matter of minutes. The two bodies beaten and battered, had died and been blessed together on foreign soil. Only to be returned home under the safety of a December night, denied a proper ending because of their heinous crimes. Silent and sombre the priest reached for two shovels, ignoring the bodies completely. A small stone wall easily overcome, a hand and a hop they are in… the gate was locked, unusually.
- ‘It’s as if they heard us coming, too late now to look for a key‘.
The priest sighed as he made his way over the small wall
‘Did a few here before, that thing is never locked.’
He said as he motioned to the gate of the graveyard.
A dead village confronted them now, headstones like houses, carved beautifully from local stone and even some with marble tracery and adornments, a dead village awaits its stomach two graves plots six feet deep.
Towards the edge of the grave yard where it seemed to lead to nowhere but the ocean and then to the end of the world, were two unmarked wooden crosses. Shovels cracked against frozen earth , turning and softening the rock-hard ground, once the shovel broke through, warm soft earth was found, easily seduced, easily overcome. Ploughing the earth as though it were mature turf, moaning for to be turned.
Reeking and leaking and tasting of death, two plywood boxes lowered into the warm stomach of the earth, buried side by side, like two brothers united now in infamy, that first clump of earth hitting plywood chilled the two pallbearers spines.
For a second they waited before filling the rest of the earth back into the hole, uttering not one sentence again, until the last shovel of earth was patted neatly back into place.
The priest rubbed muddy open palms on black trousers before reaching for his tiny beaten up bible. The warden’s son beside him, a solemn head hanging low. Unwrapping the bible from a satin purple handkerchief, opening a page he began to read.
After a few moments silence the priest motioned to the warden.
-’ I don’t think the big man’s listening… who am I to ask his forgiveness anyway’
As he said this, a single snow flake spiralled its way from the sky and settled itself on the priests left cheek. For a moment highlighting his whiskey stained face. Suddenly the sky opened, plunging another shower of feather light snow to the ground, dousing the men’s shoulders like dandruff.
- ‘We better make a move father... It’s late and if we are seen who knows what will happen‘.
The priest turned to leave, rubbing hands again, before turning he reached into his lapel pocket, and pulled out a perfect single red rose. With the flare of a magician but lacking any of the intent, he placed the rose neatly on the snow covered ground, just between the two the two unmarked, unnamed wooden crosses.
- Only bit of happiness they’ll ever see now.
Inside the hearse it seemed colder than it was outside, and felt all the emptier now the two boys were gone, the sound of the engine echoed around the rib cage of the car, it took a while before the car could take off, the two men sat in silence. Their deed was done now, there was nothing to else say, at least nothing that could be said out loud. Two prodigal sons united with the soil that bore their birth. Two muddy shovels propped against two aching heavy hearts. They drove out of the car-park and made their way across back the country. Just in time to see the early morning sun, burn herself across the December sky.
Thursday, 30 October 2014
The Complexity Within Equivalence
The Complexity Within Equivalence
2014
Homosexual people hold the unique position within society of
being the only minority group to be born into communities who do not share that
minority status. In an ideal world we, the gay community would follow the
trajectory of all civil rights movements, and seek total equal status within
society, but how realistic of a goal is this? And is equivalence to an
apparently resistant force really what we want? After all equality is an
extremely conservative aim.
If Ireland passes the proposed same-sex legislation and
allows homosexual couples to marry, will this change the situation for gay
people at all? A shift in political antipathy does not necessarily mean that
societal change will follow.
The complexity contained within passing a same-sex marriage
bill and yet maintaining an undercurrent of homophobic discriminatory rhetoric
to go unchecked within society, especially in terms of political debate, is
that it trickles down through societal structures and begins to, as with all
such rhetoric, change the way the wider community view gay people. The fact
remains that our ‘fight’ for same sex marriage is a fallacy, a smoke-screen for
the fact that on a fundamental level gay people will may never be equal. Until
there is a societal, political and representational shift in the way we are
presented and the way we are allowed to view ourselves.
This void between who we are and how we are allowed to be
viewed creates a space in which the homosexual individual becomes completely
separate from the society in which they exist. Despite being expected to
contribute to that society in every other way, financially socially and
politically.
Whosoever defines it homophobia does exist and takes many
different forms. From the increase of homosexual assaults in urban areas to the
casual homophobia within the media and the negative cultural semantics in the
language used to describe gay people, this consistent negativity changes the
way gay people are viewed and how they view themselves within society. It would
be nascent for any minority group to allow themselves to be defined through the
eyes who have not experienced a life within that group. Yet we have allowed
ourselves to be superficially represented through the media as promiscuous,
vacuous and in many cases simply two dimensional. There is a lack of any real
representation and when gay people are represented on television or in other
media they are somehow expected to speak for every one of us.
In Ireland in 2014 we have collectively made the assumption
that because the gay community have certain rights and are tolerated that we
are in some way exempt from the backlash rising against us in other countries. What
except for potential EU sanctions and the permissive nature of certain aspects
of our society would stop Ireland in following the legislative trajectory of
countries such as Russia or Uganda in the re-criminalisation of homosexual
people? Taking note of the fact that Russia decriminalised homosexuality in the
same year as Ireland. The truth is our elected freedoms hang on a precarious
thread, one which will not necessarily be strengthened by marriage.
The very fact that organisations and individuals are openly
allowed (I restrain from typing encouraged) to speak publically on a
meritocratic forum, in a manner which actively seeks to discriminate or treat
gay people differently from their straight counterparts shows just how
ingrained this level of homophobia has become within our society. There seems to
be a willingness on the part of our media to provide an open platform for those
who seek to treat us differently from everyone else. When we try to do the same
we are hit with regulations and a physical ‘glass-ceiling’ that clearly does
not apply to our heterosexual counterparts. Allowing for religious or faux
political ideology to influence national debate, generates enormous confusion
about the issue being debated.
In order to overcome this confusion we have to be able to
separate the idea that differences between hetero and homosexual individuals
being the only way to relate to one another. The differences between two
heterosexual individuals or two homosexual individuals are far greater than the
differences between the two groups as a whole.
Yet we as a community are, after all this time, still negotiating
from a place of weakness, gay people are still committing suicide,
institutional homophobia is ever present, physical attacks and assaults on gay
people are consistently rising and despite the huge strides in our liberation
as Irish gay people, there are still people who will never be able to come out
and disclose their sexuality to anyone. At
what point will the same sex marriage debate that will pervade over our
consciousness in the coming months, deal with these issues? And more
importantly, when will we be equal?
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Tuesday, 28 October 2014
Conversations with Conversations
Conversations with Conversations 2012
We are all cognisant to the experience of
entering a gallery or museum; that sense of reverence that resonates the moment
you walk through the door. Consciously or not we are aware of the hegemonic
status the gallery has over a given audience, especially when representing
contemporary art culture. The way in
which a work of art is viewed in a gallery is quite different to the way art is
viewed outside of that context, the way art work is placed in a gallery is
usually quite specific and different aesthetic elements can be seen as
signifiers of the sophistication or cultural value of the work displayed. There
is an imbalance between the new modernity in which contemporary art is
practiced and the type of spaces in which that work is displayed. Of course this
does not mean that efforts are not being made by the curatorial hierarchy, to
change and adapt the way contemporary art relates to the spaces within which it
is exhibited. But as technology advances it seems that the white cubed walls of
the gallery have become a constraint rather than an access point for artists to
exhibit their work.
Technology and its increasing advancement
had a profound effect on the way we consume contemporary art on a daily basis. We
as a contemporary art audience are faced with difficult questions on the use
and validity of technology as a device for consuming this culture. Today we are
in a constant state of turned on-ness with smart phone technology and social
media, we are constantly available and information is accessible to us twenty
four hours a day, out of this turned on state grows communities of people
seeking similar information. This sense of community the internet provides
ensures that private property and privacy law cannot keep up with the
technologies which seek to undermine it. Technologies control the way we
understand the world in which we in habit, technology is accumulative in nature
and each piece of technology is in a constant state of flux.
Through this
exhibition we hope to explore how websites like Flickr or tumblr, create conversations
and affirmate already existing ideas or communities. Social networking and file
sharing sites like these construct an entirely new world not merely mimic our
world or make it better, we enter a space rather like that coined by Michel Foucault in his essay des spaces
autres these spaces are heterotopia… where we defer our identities and create
new more acceptable ones. There are six main principles of heterotopia:
1. norms of
behaviour are suspended (think of avatars and the way some people hide behind
them in order to present a certain view of themselves), 2. They have a precise function and comment on
the society in which they exist, 3. Juxtapose several real spaces at once, 4.
They are linked to splices of time (accumulative and transitory) 5. Have a
system of opening and closing, are not freely accessible (passwords, secondary
questions in order to sign into account), 6.have a function relation to the
rest of space.
So as
contemporary art consumers how best do we use such technology. Think of the
introduction of the train or the advent of fire and how this changed the world
and how we used other technologies to coincide with this new technology. We use technology as an extension of our own
being. Be it a pen or a smart phone, they each have a precise function and we
used them primarily for this function. Flickr and tumblr in essence are
socially orientated dialogical forms of communication, through the collation of
communities based around the collection and sharing of photography they create
a new format in which we can view, assess, comment and follow an artist’s work.
This in many ways, to a certain type of audience (perhaps the lion’s share of
the wider audience) allows them to view works of art and explore art practices
without ever entering the gallery space at all. This brings forth the question;
in this world of mass media and technology do we need the gallery at all?
It is our
intention to bring the two worlds together, to comment on the collision of
these two forms of exhibiting. Bringing the formal elements of a gallery show,
to works of art that have not been created to be displayed in that format. Using
and abusing the limits of community based technologies, in order to portray the
types of communities which form around a particular artist or methodology…
Digital Modernity
Digital Modernity
(Critical Analysis) 2014
“There is nothing more mysterious than a TV set left on in
an empty room. It is even stranger than a man talking to himself or a woman
standing dreaming at her stove. It is as if another planet is communicating
with you.” ― Jean Baudrillard, America.
“We live in a world where there is more and more
information, and less and less meaning.” ― Jean Baudrillard, Simulacra and Simulation.
Our digital reality is documented through a series of images
and presented on a series of screens, all of our visual information has been
simplified, broken into pixels and cropped into a rectangular format. We
ourselves are transformed into data and information and placed within digital
groups and sub groups, our digital identity can be accessed by governments or
individuals with increasing ease and without apparent cause.
The infinite possibilities entailed within computer science and
indeed the internet, have been confined to the limitations of a finite screen.
Visual data and information are further condensed into a series of files or
thumbnails. Computer, mobile phone, camera lens and windscreen, in this
modernity there is no distinction between screens and actuality and little
distinction between the information being displayed. Delays in uploading and downloading
content (no matter how small) highlight an intrinsic, technological flaw - we
cannot visually represent changes in technology in the same instant with which
they occur. And it is this lack of real-time representation, where
contemporaneous art practices must focus.
Think of the advent of photography or the shift from silent
film to sound assisted cinema, how this altered the way art practices were
displayed to an audience and the drastic influence they have had on the
representation of cultural changes. Today the integration of photography as an
auxiliary component in almost all technological devices shows just how reliant
we have become on these types of technologies, but this reliance on technologic
systems is not yet being presented adequately by contemporary artists.
Our experiences of modern life no matter how subjectively
trivial have to be documented visually and incessantly without censorship. Cultural
phenomenon such as the Selfie, Trolling
and the worrying over-dependence upon social media outlets reveal a narcissistic
danger that is inherent within such technologies. The nature of our
connectivity has changed enormously over the past two decades, so much so that
the digital self (the best possible presentation of oneself, edited and
altered) and our actual existence have no correlation, allowing us to
completely suspend negative aspects of ourselves for indeterminate lengths of
time. We are turned-on and tuned in to digital and technological devices twenty
four hours a day, constantly consuming and producing data and information, but
how has this changed the nature of society?
YouTube and other file sharing websites are the closest
possible representation of change within the digital and actual realities,
allowing information to be imparted almost instantaneously, in a way which
traditional media simply cannot do; there is a disparity however, between the
types of work being created by visual artists to represent contemporary,
digital existence and the actual level of that digital engagement.
The moving image works created by contemporaneous artists should
be a deliberate attempt to re-present this dependence on technology and to
accurately portray changes in society which have been directly influenced by
the level of that engagement.
Violent, anti-social and homophobic imagery which are an
ever present aspect of modern visual inter-connectivity, are not something
which has emerged as a result of the internet. However the internet has
compounded these ideas and provided a platform for people with polarising views
to communicate, organise and inflict serious physical and emotional damage upon
fragile communities. The increase in this type of content should be viewed as
an indicator or precursor of wider societal problems.
These Are my People
These Are my People
2011- 2013
His elongated
arms swung heavy from his shoulders sockets, like pendulum swaying alongside
some distant, giant mountain. He waltzed with a skin head kind of swagger, a
cock sure sort of gait that worried me. The Liffey board walk creaked under
each pounding footstep, as the river poured herself out to sea. And then from
the most absent corner of my wonky eye. I noticed a hypodermic needle sticking
like a pencil from his only functioning ear, and from his lips poured fluid
streams of gammon, traveler tainted language.
It was the night of the evening he met me. The vacant lack of airplanes felt awkward on the mind; planes that on every other day would rumble, intermittently like clockwork overhead, marking their route temporarily with a thin silver veil that slowly devoured the sky. After a fashion, like time itself, the veil would disappear. The type of autumn night-sky that guaranteed you’d spot a shooting star. Both our eyes fixed on the light cloud cover, both our bodies tucked neatly underneath the earth’s navy blanket.
Suddenly the sound of hurried footsteps and the faint murmur of a conversation seeped underneath the underpass.
It was the night of the evening he met me. The vacant lack of airplanes felt awkward on the mind; planes that on every other day would rumble, intermittently like clockwork overhead, marking their route temporarily with a thin silver veil that slowly devoured the sky. After a fashion, like time itself, the veil would disappear. The type of autumn night-sky that guaranteed you’d spot a shooting star. Both our eyes fixed on the light cloud cover, both our bodies tucked neatly underneath the earth’s navy blanket.
Suddenly the sound of hurried footsteps and the faint murmur of a conversation seeped underneath the underpass.
- ‘Wait…’ He
whispered through gritted teeth.
- ‘Hold on a
minute’ He added.
Placing a
thick finger against his lips and cutting me off mid-sentence, with a long and
lingering
- ‘Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh’
He cocked an ear in the direction of the stars, as a chorus of rambling teenage voices reflected on the rivers surface and wrapped around the humid air. His enormous hands pushed on my chest directing me to a corner. And with a cautionary tone he uttered with emphasis.
- ‘THESE ARE MY PEOPLE’!!
Before I could contemplate who my people were and what exactly he had meant, three adolescent gypsy boys broke the hazy horizon, like desert heroes emerging from a lazy mist.
- ‘I’ll do all the talking’
He said pushing me harder until my spine concaved into the shape of the corner. The three boys passed us, white socks engulfed their ankles where trouser cuff would normally be, and each one of them all the while with their hands firmly down their trousers. The boys passed, acknowledging the man, a way of showing they too knew he was their people. They ignored my huddled frame completely. He replied to them through “Cant”, I could sort of understand it, but the speed and rhythm was different, so I can’t be sure what he said. But it sounded like some kind of code.
-
‘What
would you call an Indian summer’ he asked… ‘If it fell in early march?’
Was I the Indian summer? I couldn’t help but wonder. When the boys spoke to him they didn’t use
gammon, they joked and laughed as they fell into the distance. The older boy
slower than the other two, lingered behind a little as if still thinking of a
reply.
- ‘A Pakistani winter maybe’
He said with a clap and rub of his open palms. As though signaling he had won the interaction.
-
‘What would they do if they knew?’
I asked after a time, as I shook my spine free from its angled position.
-
‘God
only knows’ he replied with a sigh
-
‘If I
ever got caught I’d have to top myself, or move across the water
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